“Russian Roulette”, written and composed by Alexei Sashcov and produced by Ovi Bistriceanu, is a dark and haunting ballad from the upcoming album “Happy & Unsafe” (2025). The album blends a variety of genres, including Alt-Rock, Pop, EDM, and Afrobeat, offering a wide emotional range. “Russian Roulette” is track 16 and stands out as a raw reflection on love, pain, and emotional turmoil.
The song captures the feeling of being trapped in a toxic, intense relationship, where love becomes a self-destructive force. Alexei Sashcov paints a picture of two passionate people who continue loving each other even as it tears them apart. The metaphor of “Russian Roulette” powerfully expresses the uncertainty and risk that come with deep, unresolved emotions. It’s not just a story of heartbreak but also a journey of taking accountability for the emotional impact we have on others.
The album “Happy & Unsafe” as a whole reflects Sashcov’s personal rehabilitation from past traumas and toxic experiences, expressed through different musical styles. Though it explores a range of genres, it remains cohesive in its theme of healing and growth.